Tuesday, December 13, 2005

The Suspense is Killing Me

Ok, as most of you out there know, I am in the process of finding a new job. That means I am looking but no bites yet. I had a great interview with Merck pharmaceuticals last week and the wait to hear back from them is eating at my brain. Filling my every thought. I must have replayed every second of that interview in my head 132 times. Is it strange to put that much emphasis on an interview, it is only determining the rest of your career life, that's all. I have had interviews before, I have had to wait for responses before, but this one is different. I laid it all on the line for this on. I had to drive to Grand Rapids, go through a three hour interview with 3 different people (one hour with each interviewer). There wasn't one point I didn't hit, not one angle I didn't attack, I was on. I felt so confident, I was convinced I had the job when I left, a week later, I am starting to second guess myself. If I didn't get this job I am very doubtful I have much to offer any other employer. Funny how time works, it is starting to make me think I missed something, I said something they didn't like, when a week ago I was sure they wanted to started the first Quentin Hunt fan club.
oh cruel time!! I just want a call at this point, good or bad, at least I will know and I can move on with the rest of my life.

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